How to become a Hijra?

I am a male to female cross dresser from the USA. I would like to know how to get in touch with the Hijras of India. I would like to find out where a Bahuchara temple is in India. I desire to castrated to show my devotion for Bahucharaji mata and become a Hijra. Please don't be rude! Bahucharaji mata will protect me. This how I chose to worship God. I am Bahucharaji mata's devout devotee!